Everyday I think of you.

I talk to you in my mind and sometimes  out loud.
I ask for your help.
I ask for your love.
I ask for guidance.

in so many ways you are still here.
it's a mystery to me how I can still imagine you here.
when I know you have gone.

I don't want to bother you with all my needs.
you gave everything you had to me while you could still be here.
I am so thankful that I was so lucky to have had you.

I dream of a world for you where everything is easy, everything is calm and peaceful, where you can enjoy yourself, whatever the soul is.
maybe that's a child like imaginings, I dream of it anyway.

I pray with all my heart you  have gone to all that.

Amen