This morning I pray to be released from the responsiblility I feel that I did something wrong, so wrong.
I go over the day it happened. and it's all a bad dream.
I pray to forgive.
I pray to learn how to live now
in a world I don't like anymore.
I pray to be grateful for the world
despite your absence.
I pray to believe in the next world.
I pray for your soul.

Amen.