"Last Night as I was Sleeping"  Antonio Machado

Last night as I was sleeping I dreamt !
marvelous error !
that I had a beehive here inside my heart
And the golden bees were making white combs
and sweet honey
from my old failures."


There's no leaning on you anymore to get me out of this,
just as you have a pattern of life
there is a pattern to life for me too.
letting go means moving, not on, not forward, just moving in the pattern of life.
And "being generous enough to allow change in my life."
I pray to be brave enough to allow change in my life.
I pray for your soul. always.
and every day.

Amen